Tedium
That little girl in Cambodia with her friend, the plant.
She was the prettiest of them all. Please click on the picture so you can see better.
And here is her brother in a baby elephant shirt.I've lost a lot of enthusiasm about things I used to be more giddy about and it's seeping into the spiritual. There is no drive, there's clumsiness, there's disbelief, there is no wholeness. Like how I'm dull to my hobbies, to neatness, to be inquisitive, to care a lot more about details and other things I have withdrawn from participating in. I may have lost them in the pursuit of finding my footing, ironically. I wonder how far away I am from having them back and when it was when I started giving them away.
There's a long way to go, I hope there's still time for me.
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